we just want to learn, but you were obviously annoyed with us
kalau malas nak jawab soalan pelajar, tak payah pegang tittle 'pensyarah' lah kan? kami datang sini nak belajar, dan proses belajar itu sendiri melibatkan beberapa penerangan, kesalahan, pembaikan, dan juga sesi soal dan jawab. kalau seorang pelajar tu ada inisiatif untuk bertanya soalan, bermakna dia mempunyai inisiatif untuk memperbaiki diri dalam proses pembelajaran tersebut. selain itu, dah secara umumnya, seorang pelajar, tujuan utama adalah untuk belajar sampai pandai. sampai penuh ilmu di dada. tapi bukan semua boleh garap penerangan tentang sesuatu dengan sekali dengar je kan? logik la sikit. otak kalau dah tukar dengan software robot, lain cerita la kan. kalau setakat nama pun manusia biasa, lagi2 baru standard pelajar, normal la untuk buat kesalahan. sbb daripada kesalahan tersebut la, kami akan bangkit dan perbaiki kesalahan tersebut. and when someone has the guts to ask question that is relevent enough to the subject, is it that wrong to just answer with the intention to help the student? just stop and think before you get all mad with us just because we ask questions.
dumb, numb and bummed.
the truth is, i just want the old you back. its just not the same anymore. but if you're happy without me, then i should accept it. i miss you.
menyambut Dato VC ke uitm Bandaraya Melaka.
semalam merupakan hari yang sangat meletihkan. pelajar2 masscomm part2 diwajibkan untuk pergi ke uitm bandaraya melaka untuk menyambut kedatangan dato VC ke kampus mereka. pelik kan? kami yang takde kena mengena dgn kampus bandaraya, kena pergi sana untuk memeriahkan suasana. why us? oh, yeah. sebab kami gempak kan? kami memang golongan yang boleh menggamatkan suasana tuuuu. kan kan? pentadbir uitm mmg tak boleh hidup tanpa pelajar masscomm ni. hehe. bukan nak bangga, tapi dah mmg kebenaran. :) so smpai sana dalam pukul 11 lebih nak dekat pukul 12. tgok2 event start pukul 2. adoyai. so kteorang pun lepak lepak lah dulu. n bersarapan. bila dah start. apa lagi. gamat lah suasana KBM tu dengan jeritan dan pekikan masscommers yang membanjiri parking lot. kami yang digelar tentera merah, beratur di sepanjang jalan di hadapan KBM, bersorak tanpa henti sampai anak tekak pun dah tak boleh nak berfungsi dgn betul. hanya untuk Dato VC ye. finally bila dato dh smpai, maka bergegar lah bumi KBM tersebut. dramatik sgt aku ni. haha. aku sempat bersalaman dengan dato. excited terlebih aku ni. padahal berlakon je sbb ikot keadaan sekeliling. lepas dah selesai menyambut ketibaan dato, kami dilepaskan untuk bergerak sendiri smpai pukul 4. cisss. datang hanya untuk memeriahkan suasana? haih, takpelah. untuk masscomm dan tak lupa juga untuk attendance (haha) kami sanggup. haha. so aku dan classmates pergi lah jalan2. smbil2 tu, apa lagi, bergambar la kan. camera aku la yang menjadi mangsa. untung la aku. tapi takpe, bukannya selalu. lagipun best gila hangout dgn classmates aku semalam. kteorg pergi jalan kaki smpai dekat kwasan yg ada river cruise tu. sebelum balik ke KBM semula, kteorg singgah kedai makan tepi sungai dulu untuk minum minum smbil tunggu hujan reda. bila dah smpai KBM, kteorg kena stay lagi untuk say bye bye kpd dato VC. in the end, dalam pukul 6 lebih, kami semua pun bertolak balik uitm lendu. conclusion: penat sangat!
okay buhbye.
disjointed and broken
i feel kind of disjointed lately. trying to catch up with reality. but i have no heart for it. my problems were solved. now im just experiencing the consequences of it. the aftermath of my own destructive problems. its hard trying to grab the things that i wanted all at the same time. there are some things that i must let go. for a while or maybe forever. to make difficult choices alone when im just a young teenage still trying to figure out life is, super hard. i cant play around anymore. i have to be more mature in making the right choices and bear the consequences of the wrong ones.
the one thing that i have to go through that needs a hell of a strength is SURVIVING. yes, surviving life a moment at a time. sadly, i feel kind of lonely. ALONE. my parents is not here with me to catch my tears and hug me when im feeling down. my boyfriend is 5 hours away from me, and there is nothing i can do about it. here i dont really have any best friends. just good friends. a few from my class and of course my dear roommates. they make me feel happy but they cant actually take my pain away. and to say that i can count on them all the time is not possible, because i really cant. they have their own life and friends. im just a particle in human size form in their life. nothing more than that. but im still glad to have them in my life. i do have one real best friend though. we've been friends since high school, since form 3. she is the other half of me. we share almost everything together. we're like sisters sometimes. she was definitely a part of my existance in this universe. i dont care if i dont have too many friends. her alone completes my life. i love her very much.
5 months of loveship, hardship, partnership, breakheartship and every possible ship that we board
When the waves of the ocean crashes the shore, when the clouds moves around the sky, when flowers from the ground blossoms, when the sun rises to its kingdom above, when wind blows away particles in the atmosphere, when breathing new borns opens their eyes for the first time, when birthday candles were lit up, when the moon starts to creep in the darkness, when stars displays it arts from above, I know I would always have faith in you and our love. my love towards you will never stop its course like a never ending life cycle. Lets never stop our story. Lets keep moving forward, together. because i love you. Happy 5th monthliversary Nur Syafiq bin Yunus. <3
hands trembling while holding the ultimate-oh-so-classy receipt
activity: eat classy dinner with family.
venue: Chilis at Mid Valley Megamall, Kuala Lumpur.
who: mama, abang, adik and me.
when: Saturday, Feb 05 2011
review: it was an expensive dinner for sure, but i had fun! it was only once in a while that i had that kind of dinner with mama. it was a memorable moment when mama laughed at me while i was trying to fight with my beef steak. fight as if in trying to cut it into smaller pieces without embarassing myself and maintaining lady like posture. haha. the meal was delicious and appetizing. but when the receipt came, our hands were practically trembling when we get hold of that bloody piece of paper. but what the heck? it was worth it for sure. ;)
venue: Chilis at Mid Valley Megamall, Kuala Lumpur.
who: mama, abang, adik and me.
when: Saturday, Feb 05 2011
review: it was an expensive dinner for sure, but i had fun! it was only once in a while that i had that kind of dinner with mama. it was a memorable moment when mama laughed at me while i was trying to fight with my beef steak. fight as if in trying to cut it into smaller pieces without embarassing myself and maintaining lady like posture. haha. the meal was delicious and appetizing. but when the receipt came, our hands were practically trembling when we get hold of that bloody piece of paper. but what the heck? it was worth it for sure. ;)
can we come here again? ngehe :B
