today is our second month anniversary! these two months we've been together has been a crazy journey. it has lots of ups and downs. like a wicked rollercoaster, waiting for one of us to screw up and make it crash down into pieces. hard words but true. i cant lie and say that im happy all the time in these two months that we've been together. love is not always rainbows and butterflies babes and dudes. you have to stop thinking that it is. or you're gonna get disappointed,hell yeah you will. love needs super strength that not many of us have. not even me. its full of heartbreaks, tears, hurt, sacrifices that we need to go through once in a while, or maybe even always to get to the point of happiness that is mutual between the both of you. same goes to my relationship. i've cried ALOT. my tears could go all the way to Antartica if it could be counted. all because of my love towards him. a never ending love. i love him too much sometimes it seems ridiculous, unhealthy and irreversible. its too much. he's like a drug to me, and im like a drug to him. drugs aren't healthy, its hazardous. but its how it is. we altered each others life in a way that we dont even understand. we fought a lot, but never enough to let go of each other. its only been 2 months. how bout 6 months? 1 years ? 5 years ? until the day we die? how would it be? the truth is, my future seems a little bit hazy on this, i could only pray for the best. pray to be his forever. because things could change, people could change, easily with a blink of an eye. but i hope we dont. i hope we could just stay still in our own paradise, unmoving with the rest of the world. just staying in the moment.
so he texted me at 12.02 am, today, 16/11/2010 saying this:
Happy 2nd month anniversary! wow! im so glad that you're mine and im yours. firstly, im so sorry because i cant be right there with on this gorgeous date. i wish that i could talk to you infront of me right now. but i couldn't made it. hmm ... ;-( im so sorry for hurting you before this. you've teach me everything that i didn't know. i wish that we can always say 'happy anniversary, i love you, i miss you, i need you' to each other till the end of our life. im so happy, happy, happy. thanks to Allah for this gift. a gift that could love me and take good care of me forever and ever. thanks NURFARHAIN NABILA for loving me. nothing much can i say. only three words. I LOVE YOU! p/s: sorry, bie tak dapat call, crdt bie takde, bie nak keluarkan duit tapi kedai2,bank2 dekat area sini blackout, hujan+ribut+petir dah 2 hari dkt sini. nonstop. ;-(
then he sent this text message, at 12.10 am saying this:
sering ku tanya pada sang malam di kala langit diterangi bintang dan angin malam berdesiran, apakah pengubat rindu di hati? namun pertanyaanku tidak terjawab kerana hakikatnya sudah pasti kehadiranmu didepan mataku bakal meleraikan segala rindu. inilah cinta yang membawa bahagia kepada hatiku yang sedang menyala, moga kehadiranmu bakal membawa segenap pengalaman kasih yang ku impikan.
see? how could i not love him to death? its like he's a modified angel, created specifically for me. bie, whatever happens, i need you to please understand that i love you sooo much. too much for my own good. its unbearable to be away from you. but i will keep holding on as long as you do. once again, happy 2nd month anniversary bie, i love you forever :')
lots of <3<3<3<3<3<3 from me to you syafiq. muuuaahh!
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