Alex Yoong pun berhutang tau. (jangan kata tak kenal plak) haha.

of course la semua orang kenal siapa alex yoong kan? pelumba F1 tuuu. yang hensem gila tuuuu. 

hawtstuff malaysia. 

uuuuuu. can i have you dear alex? what? you have a wife? like i care. hee. xP

so what's the big deal with this eye candy of the race community? well, like i said, even though he is ALEX YOONG, he still have debts you know. you dont believe me huh? okay here's me and sarah's (my workmate) conversation with alex yoong. 

the conversation goes like this:

sarah: that would be, rm16.10 (kononnya, dah lupa harga sebenar)

alex: can i use credit card?

sarah: (looks at me)

me: no sir, we only accept GSC EON BANK CARD sir.

sarah: yeah, only GSC EON CARD.

alex: oh. i have no cash right now. and my movie is about to start. (sambil pegang rm5 kat tangan, obviously tak cukup)

me and sarah: (err..dont know how to help him)

alex: erm can i come back and pay later after the movie?

me and sarah: err.

alex: i'll leave my credit card with you guys. its for security right? you know im gonna come back right? (as if we thought that he wont)

me: yess i know. (smile widely)

alex: okay, here's my card. i'll come later. thank you. (smile)

me and sarah. okay. thank you, enjoy your movie! (as usual) with a big fat smile on our face.

me and sarah: wey korang! alex yoong bg kredit kad platinum die kt kteorg laa! ape lagi, jom shopping! hahaha.

gila lahhhh wey :D

a wish

can i pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now. :'(

Happy 2nd Month Anniversary Dear Syafiq

today is our second month anniversary! these two months we've been together has been a crazy journey. it has lots of ups and downs. like a wicked rollercoaster, waiting for one of us to screw up and make it crash down into pieces. hard words but true. i cant lie and say that im happy all the time in these two months that we've been together. love is not always rainbows and butterflies babes and dudes. you have to stop thinking that it is. or you're gonna get disappointed,hell yeah you will. love needs super strength that not many of us have. not even me. its full of heartbreaks, tears, hurt, sacrifices that we need to go through once in a while, or maybe even always to get to the point of happiness that is mutual between the both of you. same goes to my relationship. i've cried ALOT. my tears could go all the way to Antartica if it could be counted. all because of my love towards him. a never ending love. i love him too much sometimes it seems ridiculous, unhealthy and irreversible. its too much. he's like a drug to me, and im like a drug to him. drugs aren't healthy, its hazardous. but its how it is. we altered each others life in a way that we dont even understand. we fought a lot, but never enough to let go of each other. its only been 2 months. how bout 6 months? 1 years ? 5 years ? until the day we die? how would it be? the truth is, my future seems a little bit hazy on this, i could only pray for the best. pray to be his forever. because things could change, people could change, easily with a blink of an eye. but i hope we dont. i hope we could just stay still in our own paradise, unmoving with the rest of the world. just staying in the moment. 




so he texted me at 12.02 am, today, 16/11/2010 saying this:

Happy 2nd month anniversary! wow! im so glad that you're mine and im yours. firstly, im so sorry because i cant be right there with on this gorgeous date. i wish that i could talk to you infront of me right now. but i couldn't made it. hmm ... ;-( im so sorry for hurting you before this. you've teach me everything that i didn't know. i wish that we can always say 'happy anniversary, i love you, i miss you, i need you' to each other till the end of our life. im so happy, happy, happy. thanks to Allah for this gift. a gift that could love me and take good care of me forever and ever. thanks NURFARHAIN NABILA for loving me. nothing much can i say. only three words. I LOVE YOU! p/s: sorry, bie tak dapat call, crdt bie takde, bie nak keluarkan duit tapi kedai2,bank2 dekat area sini blackout, hujan+ribut+petir dah 2 hari dkt sini. nonstop. ;-(




then he sent this text message, at 12.10 am saying this:

sering ku tanya pada sang malam di kala langit diterangi bintang dan angin malam berdesiran, apakah pengubat rindu di hati? namun pertanyaanku tidak terjawab kerana hakikatnya sudah pasti kehadiranmu didepan mataku bakal meleraikan segala rindu. inilah cinta yang membawa bahagia kepada hatiku yang sedang menyala, moga kehadiranmu bakal membawa segenap pengalaman kasih yang ku impikan.


see? how could i not love him to death? its like he's a modified angel, created specifically for me. bie, whatever happens, i need you to please understand that i love you sooo much. too much for my own good. its unbearable to be away from you. but i will keep holding on as long as you do. once again, happy 2nd month anniversary bie, i love you forever :')




lots of <3<3<3<3<3<3 from me to you syafiq. muuuaahh!

MASS MEDIA: DONE! FINALS: OVER!

its done its done its done! finals were finally over with mass media as its last paper. how was my mass media paper? ohh it was okay. haha. NO, IM LYING. mass media was excruciating. it was done with a blank mind and with absolute pain. its like your brain snaps its brain cells one by one waiting for you to go mad until u feel like you are about to drown in nasty puke of some fat guy who eats burgers all his life. ewww. i suffered only for 1 hour and a half, but that was enough time to make babies, not really enough to ace that damn paper, especially when i dont know what sort of bullshit answers that i've written. haha. actually, the time given was 3 HOURS. but why wait if you keep on staring at the blank piece of paper, immobile to take the blue pen and wrote the necessary answers? so yeahh, you would understand right? but whatever, its DONE. jangan dikenang kisah lalu. haha. so, now, its holiday time! not really a holiday for me, i've got to go to work. but hey, working is my own way of having fun. i got to fill my spare times, i got new friends, i got to meet some of my old friends, and most importantly, i will get my own paychecks!!! hell yeahh. apa guna kalau nak have fun, nak pergi holiday, nak shopping barang berjenama, takde duit sendiri kan? parents? apa barang, asyik nak pakai duit mak bapak jerr. try getting money the hard way, thats when you will feel proud of yourself and no one's gonna stop you from buying the stuff that you want. BECAUSE ITS YOUR MONEY. so, now im currently working at GSC Signature, The Gardens. and as for UiTM, Lendu, Alor Gajah, Melaka, i sincerely wont miss you. AT ALL. yes, i wont. but i will miss my babes, Jameelah Abdullah and Irene Sukri, my roommates that i love, serta geng longkang, Suci dan Leen. sem depan plan bila nak buat 1st meeting ye? haha!

FOR SYAF MELANO

when i looked past your looks, your attitude, your habits, your lifestyle, your past, that's when i knew that im in love with you. when i said to myself, 'it does not matter', that's when i knew that i wanted to be with you forever. when i felt empty if you're not around, that's when i knew im tied to you with a million steel cables, unable to move away from you even for a moment. you, yes you. please be mine forever.

A DREAM OF A DECEASED LOVER

He came through the incandescent, looking benign and beautiful. His face shines like a bright light, glorious. Like my own version of an angel. Who was he? Why was he here? Thousands of questions attacked my mind like a deadly bullet. Then i saw his face. My body went rigid. His face had always been in my memory, deep in the core of my beating heart. He was my best friend, my lover that had died five years ago. It was like my eyes cozened me. Seing something that is not there. He walked towards me slowly, smiling and touched my cold cheeks. Yes. it was him. How i wanted to believe it so much.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him and we hugged each other tightly. I saw tears streaming down his cheeks and i could feel my own tears streaming down mine. Only god knows how much i had missed him. Only god knows how much i wanted to see him again. After five numb years of losing him, not knowing what had happened, not seing his dead body, as i was studying oversea when he died, this was the first time i dreamt of him. Yet he looks so real, as if he was never gone. I was thankful to god for giving me this opportunity to meet him again even it was only in my dream. He said, he wanted to take me for a little walk, so we did. We talked so much about the memories of us together, the mischieve things that we had gone together and all the things he had missed after he had gone.

He took me to his old house. There, i saw both of us as a small children playing our favourite game, UNO cards in the backyard of his house. Our very own playground. I remembered, he was the first person to talk to me at our kindergarden. It was our first day and i was nervous because i was not used to left alone. I cried under an oak tree at the yard of our kindergarden. He came to meand offered me a tissue without any question. When i was calmed, he looked at me with a smile on his face and said 'hye'. Since then, we became best friend. We were always together like two pieces of puzzle.

Then he pulled my hand again and brought me to a park near a big beautiful lake. It was only a few miles from his old house. The park was our favourite place to go when we needed a peace of mind. There, i saw both of us as teenagers sitting down at the edge of the lake. Down at the lake was the very place that he had come clean about his feelings towards me. He told me, he had loved me since the very moment he saw me. He also told me that im the first women he ever loved and he prayed that i would be the last too. I was perplexed by that truth, but deep inside my heart i just knew that we were made for each other. We were designed to complete each others life. I knew that i loved him too. At that time, all the words unsaid before were finally revealed.

Smiling, he took me to an unknown place. He said that this was the place that he had died. No! I screamed. I didn't want to see this. He said its okay. he asked me to throw away all my fears because i needed to know the truth. Then i saw him walking down the street. I saw two man with guns came up to him and asked him to gave up his wallet and all his belongings. He refused and they fought. He tried to struggled his way out but failed. Then i heard two gun shots and i saw him falling down to the ground.

Before i even had a chance to be suprised or to scream or even to cry, he had brought me back to the place where i had first saw him in this dream. He smiled and said not to worry. He said he had fulfilled his dying wish to tell me what happened the day he died. He also told me that my face was the last picture that came into his mind before his last breath. Now he could go peacefully. I cried silently because i knew this dream would have to end. I understood and i let him go. He kissed my forehead once, then with a smile on his face, calm and sure, he went into the blazing light.

-a short story written originally by me-

KUPU-KUPU MALAM

duhai si kupu-kupu malam
berkeliaran tanpa arah tujuan
cantik tetapi tidak berharga
mencari yang sedang memerlukan
menggoda yang sedang kelaparan


duhai si kupu-kupu malam
menjadi permaisuri di jalanan
tatkala malam melabuhkan tirainya
tatkala muda mudi mula meliarkan diri
menempah dosa yang hakiki


duhai si kupu-kupu malam
pulanglah ke asalmu
bersihkan dirimu daripada najis-najis kota
kota yang penuh dengan anasir-anasir
syaitan yang menjajah minda muda mudi
muda mudi yang kurang ilmu agama di dada mereka


duhai si kupu-kupu malam
berhentilah menjual maruahmu
berhentilah mensia-siakan anugerahNya
kerana dirimu adalah hak milik kekal yang Maha Esa
seluruh hidupmu adalah daripada belas kasihan dariNya


duhai si kupu-kupu malam
keluarlah daripada kegelapan
lembah yang penuh dengan kehinaan
berlindunglah di bawah cahaya Illahi
cahaya yang mendamaikan dan abadi
duhai si kupu-kupu malam
patahkan sayapmu ynag kotor itu
dan kembalilah ke fitrah asal mu.

SWEET HOME OF MINE

baby, im back! haha. i felt as happy as a monkey holding a banana when my i finally get to breath kl's polluted air *okay thats quite unhealthy. haha. , get to watch all the cars moving at different speeds to different destination along the super hectic highway, get to watch the traffic lights change its colour from green to yellow to red and back to green again like a whole new life cycle, the life cycle of the road, not just any road, mind you, the road of the city. its just different. get to watch all the people with their 'minding my own business' look in their face while driving their cars or riding their motorcycles or while taking the city's public transportation, or while walking, and lastly, get to feel the warmness of my dear home. how welcoming it looks as i stepped in for the 1st time after months of being away. my house looked beautiful! my dad renovated our house, and it was awesome without doubt. my room! oh la la. i used to hate my room. small, messy, just a crappy room. now it looks cozy and i could just stay in here forever, i dont mind really. haha. and ohh not forgetting my dearest family. god, its just sooo god to see their faces again, i talked to my dad so much including girls stuff. haha. it feels kindda weird, but im glad i did. because he's such a good listener therefore im not ashamed. sometimes i forgot to thnk him for all the little things and the big things he did for me all these times. so dad, thnx for everything. i love you :') as for my brother who is currently working to fill his time after taking pmr, he said i could ask him for anything when he received his first paycheck later. im kindda feeling majorly guilty because i had never spent my paychecks on him.  so thnks adik. i love you. lastly, my mum. i haven't meet her yet, but i will soon. i missed her like hell, her smile, her blushing face, everything. we talked on the phone sometimes. she never forgets to call me even when i do forget her. so im dying to see her, dying to hug her. thnx ma for everything. i love you too :') hurm, tomorrow i will start working. cant wait! i want to travel, so i needed the money badly. ohh not forgetting, shopping! haha. that's a fucking MUST. me without shopping is like me without food. (oh for heaven's sake, stop the drama). but life itself is a drama ain't it? ;)

ONLY A FEW HOURS. I CANT WAIT TO BREATH KUALA LUMPUR'S AIR :D

mama's gonna pick me up from this hell place in a few hours. im soooooo fuckin excited. dah lama ohh tak jejak kaki ku di atas bumi kuala lumpur. oh, kl, i miss the noise, the buzy road, the people, the cars, the public transportations, the buildings, the shopping complexes, the movie theater, the lifestyle, the heat, and ohh home sweet home! 

kuala lumpur, my sin city. hell yeah!

lepas dah smpai kl nnti, nak terus mintak kerja dekat tempat kerja lama. dapat gaji, nak melancong! pergi mana? mana lagi kalau hometown suami saya, ipoh mali. haha. saya rindu kamu juga la ipoh. my super plans are, a trip to lostworld tambun, and pangkor! tu sebab la nak kerja dulu, kalau tak, mmg tak cukup duit la kan. im going with my bestfrenforever, sue idris. babe, gua dah tak sabar nak beradventure dengan lu. gua tahu lu pun tak sabar kan? haha. please god, let the time moves faster for the sake of my exciting adventure. ohh and bye bye lendu, melaka! i wont miss you, like everrr. haha. 

ROOMMATES SAYA. SAYA SAYANG MEREKA

name: Syahireen binti Sukri

age: 18

D.O.B: 19 January 1992

nickname: irene

currently living at: Ampang, Kuala Lumpur

minah ni seorang yang sangat tinggi dan kurus. sesuai jadi model. rambut pun mcm penah masuk iklan shampoo. senang cerita, mmg hotstuff la. tapi yang bestnya die ni, die tak pernah bangga diri. and die tak sombong. serious. die baik dan seorang yang sangat bersopan santun. saya suka berkawan dengan die. kami saling memahami dan setakat ni kami belum pernah bertengkar dan bergaduh lagi la.  maybe sebab kteorg berdua ni budak kl, mempunyai background dan lifestyle yang hampir sama, jadi boleh sekepala la. die susah nak marah, tapi kalau sekali dah marah, mcm volcano! haha. die ni kalau orang tengok, nampak gedik dan flirty. but die just terlampau ramah je. especially dengan lelaki. *wink wink. haha. tapi die takde niat pun, its nature to her. dalam bilik kteorng ni, die la yang paling rajin mengemas. thnks irene. hehe. dan dalam bilik kteorg ni, dia la yang paling banyak barang mekap dan produk kecantikan muka dan juga barang berjenama. tp style die lebih kepada feminin. dia juga seorang yang tidak kedekut barang, duit, dan juga ilmu. irene, saya sayang kamu. may we remain good friends forever. TTJ 1013 ALWAYS RISE! *click *click *rawr *rawr. love you always. muah muah! <3<3<3

 name: Mariam Jameelah binti Abdullah

age: 18

D.O.B: 12 April 1992

nickname: jemi, mj

currently living at: Kuala Terengganu

minah ni seorang yang penuh dengan drama drama drama. selain mass comm, die sesuai juga kalau masuk course performing arts. haha. she is very very loud dan bermulut becok. sekali kalau dia buka cerita, susah nak stop. dulu masa mula mula nak kenal2 pada hari pendaftaran, aku membuat andaian, minah ni confirm seorang yang pendiam. yela, dah la nampak alim semacam je. pastu ayu mcam gadis kampung mana tah or macam peserta 'gadis melayu'. haha. memang serious ingat tak bolen ngam dgn dia ni. tpi rupa rupanya, kami semua telah tertipu dengan rupanya yang bagaikan suci dalam debu itu. dah la suka melalak lagu hindustan dalam bilik. haha. hm, best kawan dengan dia ni. dia baik hati, kelakar, tak lupa kawan, rajin solat, penyeri bilik ni, suka bergossip, dan loud speaker bilik kteorng. pagi pagi kalau dia bgun, dia akan merengek sambil mengeliat dahulu. haha. die tak kedekut, harta, duit mahupun ilmu. kalau siapa yang tak kenal dengan die boleh mudah terasa hati dengan die sebab suara die yang bernada tinggi macam nak cari gaduh tu. tp sebenarnya cara die bercakap memang begitu, maklumlah, duduk pantai timur kan? so faham faham je lahh. aku tak pernah bergaduh dengan die, tp terasa hati tu byk la. tp biasalah kan. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, ini kan pula roommate, haha. jemi, saya sayang kamu. may we remain good friends forever. TTJ 1013 ALWAYS RISE! *click *click *rawr *rawr. love you always. muah muah! <3<3<3

so, mereka berdua lah kawan baikku di uitm. bukan sahaja mcm kawan baik, malah dah macam adik beradik dah pun. i know that when im happy or sad, they would be by my side through it all. and i also know that we will stick together no matter what happens. thank god for giving me such an amazing roommates/friends/sisters. i love them to the maxx! :D

SAYA TAHU SAYA TAK CANTIK

memang pun kan. sorry Nur Syafiq bin Yunus, im not a perfect girl for you. kte tak cantik. kan kan? sorry sangat. :'(

BBM111: OVER!

akhirnya bbm111 telah berjaya dijawab tanpa sebarang insiden yg tidak patut berlaku. but seriously, the time given was not ENOUGH. i mean we were given 2 hours for 2 essay. 1 hour for each la kan. tapi yang payahnya di sini ialah, karangan tersebut kena mencecah 450 patah perkataan. dalam masa 1 jam? wtf? dah la tak practice langsung. i mean its not entirely my fault okay. our bbm lecturer didn't teach and ask us to do some exercises on essay question. dah la dah lama tak menulis karangan. tangan pun dah keras gila nak tulis karangan bm. kalau english essay boleh lagi, sebab madam sheela ( lecturer english) selalu bg latihan, past year question. so hari tu tulis sambil tersenyum je masa jawab essay. hee. ahh, the important thing is bbm yg susah gila nak mati tu, dah habis. now, one more paper to go babeh! which is com161 (introduction to mass media) which is our freakin killer subject. shit. takut lahh. maybe tu la sebabnya diorng bg gap smpai 11 hari sebelum last paper. sebb dorg tahu, exam tu susah. kan kan? huhu. so i MUST STUDY! taknak kena repeat la dol.

BODOH BETUL. KENAPA AKU TAK BOLEH STUDY NI? DAMN YOU EXAM.

next exam: bbm111 (tomorrow lah gila)
preparation: none at the moment
action: take that book girl, and read!
obstacles: loud indon songs played by jemi, laptop, and syaf


why oh why? why cant i study? dah lah bbm susah. ada dua essay plak tu. but langsung tak practice. macam mana ni? tolong la saaayaaaa.. (amik ayat jemi jap.) haha. aduiii.. sampai bila nak hidup macam ni? i cant stand it any longer. hahaha. asal nak berdrama sangat ni? tolong laa. 

 

 sumpah buku hijau ni tak menarik minat aku.

ishhhh cuba la buat buku wana warni sikit

baru la berselera aku nak study. kan kan? haha

disebabkan kami bosan, kami buat lah kerja2 ni.

benda alah yang kteorng pegang smbil bergaya mcm model katalog ni adalah keputusan x-ray yang kteorg buat semata2 untuk bg dekat pihak uitm semasa pendaftaran dulu. tapi last last diorang tak amik pun. budu btol. buat penat je turun naik hospital. resultnya: kteorng sihat walafiat. alhamdullillah. ;)

okay. aku nak cuba baca buku hijau yang tak menyelerakan tu. god, please help me. :(

KAU BUAT AKU GILAKAN KAU

weh dengar sini nur syafiq bin yunus, asal kau buat aku macam ni ha? kau telah buat aku gila tahu tak? gilakan kau. understand? hish, aku tak tahan la macam ni. aku bangun pagi je, nampak muka kau, pergi mana mana je nampak muka kau, dengar lagu teringat dekat kau, time makan nampak muka kau lagi, sebelum tidur terbayang kau ada sebelah aku, semuanya kau kau kau je. hish, aku tak faham la mcm mana aku boleh jadi macam ni. sampai aku tak boleh nak focus dekat exam aku tahu tak? semua salah kau. apa yang kau dah buat dekat aku sampai aku susah nak lupakan kau dan sentiasa rindukan kau pun aku tak tahu. aku geram laaa. aku harap kau rasa benda yang sama. kalau tak memang tak adil la kan. kau memang jahat sebab dah curi hati aku. jangan berani tinggalkan aku. kau dah janji kan. yang penting, aku nak kau tahu yang kau dah buat aku gilakan kau. dan aku dah ketagih dengan kau. aduiii...teruk laaaa macam ni. tolong lah aku.  :)

 aku sayang kau la wolfie.

kau milik aku.

ada faham?

muah! <3

hahahahaha! khas untuk jemi

ohhh punya lah kau mengutuk aku dalam blog kau, kau telah menyebabkan aku terluka wahai jemi. knpa kau cakap macam tu? kalau nak puji blog aku cun, cakap je terus terang. toksah berselindung dengan aku. aku terima dengan hati yang terbuka. tolong la jemi, jangan buat aku nangis. aku nampak permainan kau tu. aku faham. kalau tidak kerana kau wahai jemi, blog aku takkan wujud. jadi aku berterima kasih sgt2 dekat kau. tapi andai kata blog aku lagi maju daripada kau, kau cakap je, aku boleh tolong kau. tak salah cikgu plak yg diajar. jadi jgn la kutuk aku. aku tak bersalah dalam hal ni. kau jangan main gila jemi. kau nampak tak gambar di atas? jangan sampai muka kau jadi mcm dalam gambar tu. kesabaran aku ada tahapnya. okay lah, aku harap kau dapat terima dengan hati yang terbuka. sorry andai kata kau terluka. ps: esok jangan lupa beli milo esok. air dah takde. :)

hahahahahahahahahaha! jangan marah ye jemi. sekarang kita seri. hahahaha! suka aku. :D

100 truths about me (facebook)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: milo

2. Last phone call: syaf melano

3. Last text message: syaf melano

4. Last song you listened to: brick by boring brick by paramore

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: yes

7. Been cheated on: i think so

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: yes

9. Lost someone special: yes but that was history

10. Been depressed: sometimes

11. Been drunk and threw up: no way dude

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. blue

13. purple

14. black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: yes

16. Fallen out of love: yes

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Met someone who changed you: maybe

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: definitely

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: my best friend and boyfriend? yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: many

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3 only

24. Do you have any pets: nope

25. Do you want to change your name: no. i love my name

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: enjoyed a suprise bday celebration from dear friends

27. What time did you wake up today: 1.30 pm i think

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: blogging and texting

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: pergi ipoh, rumah kedua saya :)

30. Last time you saw your Father: 1 month ago?

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my lazyness haha

32. What are you listening to right now: bunyi kipas

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the absolute boringness

35. Most visited webpage: facebook

36. What's your real name: nurfarhain nabila bt mohd yasin

37. Nicknames: bella, billa, ain

38. Relationship Status:  taken

39. Zodiac sign: pisces

40. Male or female : female

41. Elementary?: SK Sri Petaling

42. Middle School?: SMK P SRI AMAN

43. High school/college?: uitm alor gajah melaka

44. Hair colour: black

46. Height: short

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope, just my bf

48: What do you like about yourself?: my eyes, my hair

49. Piercings: yes

50. Tattoos: haram

51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: never attempt any

53. First piercing: when i was young

54. First best friend: sue idris

55. First sport you joined: football

56. First vacation: bandung, indonesia i think

58. First pair of trainers: cant remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: milo

61. I'm about to: watch movie

62. Listening: bunyi kipas

63. Waiting: a text message from him

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? : i think so

65. Get Married?: yes definitely!

66. Career?: anything worth

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: lips

68. Hugs or kisses: kisses

69. Shorter or taller: taller

70. Older or Younger : older

71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach

73. Sensitive or loud : loud

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: no

78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes haha

79. Sex on first date: no

80. Broken someone's heart: yes

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: YES, i did sometimes

84. Cried when someone died: of course

85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

  

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracles: sometimes

88. Love at first sight: definitely

89. Heaven: Yes

90. Santa Claus: no

91. Kiss on the first date: yes

92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: never 

95. Did you sing today?: yes everyday i did

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : 2008?

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: any day would do

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: no

100. Posting this as 100 truths? : yes :)



WAITING

you should know that im waiting for you with a hope that you would understand how i feel
you should know that im waiting for you with a desire to say that i miss you so much
you should know that im waiting for you with a breaking heart, waiting for you to fix it
you should know that im waiting for you, yes waiting for you
please come to me faster, because i cant stand it any longer
dont let me take a single step away from you, because if that happens, there would be no more us in our love story
you, im still waiting for you
dont let me go.