firework

my feelings exploded like thousands of fireworks on new year's eve. my heart expanded bigger and bigger, due to too much love and affection. 2 days ago, 16/01/2011 marked our 4th month anniversary. i took a short trip to ipoh, perak to meet him on friday 14/01 until sunday 16/01. its been a long 1 month++ that we didn't met each other. the separation was almost unbearable. 'almost' meaning like you're trying so damn hard to hold on to your dear life while still keeping up with reality of life.  thats what we did. we tried, it was hard, but we did it, nonetheless. actually he was supposed to meet at melaka to pick me up, and we both would go to kl, shopping and spending time together to celebrate our 4th month anniversary. he just got his 1st salary about 2 weeks ago. a perfect time, we thought. but as we all know, life's a bitch. things turned out to be not as what we had in mind. he had to give up his money to help his brother to repair their damaged car due to a recent car crash which cost quite a lot of money. so in the end he was left with only a little amount of money, and with a broken heart because he cant fulfill his promises towards me. all that we had planned, came crashing down in spiral. so i decided to meet him at ipoh instead. as if its so NEAR. but whatever. but i asked him to came down to melaka first to pick me up then we would go to ipoh back together. he agreed, of course he must.


4th month anniversary :)

exactly at 12 am, he sent me this via text message, eventhough we were only a few meters apart. hehe.

on our anniversary
i think back to,
when we first met,
when we first dated,
when we first loved each other,
when we first had a disagreement,
when we first lived together
and i realize that everyday is an anniversary for us,
of something we felt together,
of something we touched together,
of somehing we did together
but today is the most important milestone of all
it is the anniversary of the day that we joined each other in marriage
a day we promised that for the rest of our lives
we would love each other
especially today
i want to let you know
that i love being with you
because i love you so much.


ps: bear in mind that we are not legally a married couple. 'married' to us means loving each other more than just a normal/typical teenage love that has no commitment and direction.


what he gave me that day

 thnx bie :')

written words on the surface of the ring is,

'endless love'

aww.. :')



there is nothing much i can say, except that i love you so much Nur Syafiq bin Yunus. you're the best thing thats ever been mine. and i am thankful for that. :')))


ps: pictures will be updated later. need some serious sleep. kbye.